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Up Until Recently

by Mark Robinson

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1.
The Bees 03:15
THE BEES Music and Lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright 2005 Smallboy Songs Hey did you catch it? It smells like honey in the trees. If we lay here and sniff the sweetness We might learn something from the bees Hey, did you hear that? A pair of pigeons on the ground. If we listen - i mean really listen We might learn something from the sound All the simple things running round the world Make me want to sing just as much as any girl That i have ever loved Yes i know I'm not too bright But if push comes down to shove Maybe thats what makes things right Hey can you feel that? A roll of thunder in the hills It's a good vibration coming up through my gym boots That says that heavens with us still Hey could you touch me? I dont mean nothing untoward I just need someone - another someone To make me welcome in their world
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All I Love 05:27
All I Love Music and Lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright 2011 SmallBoy Music In a field of flowers, in a field of broken glass There aint no difference where I am without you In the quiet hours when sleep should come at last I'm always looking backward at the rear view Coz all i love is waiting in the distance Is standing at a corner Where i cant be tonight On a piece of paper the lines are all roughed out Of you and me and chritmas trees and reindeer And the snow is falling down upon our little house And i cant see an easy way to get there Coz all i love is somewhere lost in silence And looking over shoulder wont bring it back again And all i love is growing out of it's innocence And burning all my bridges I cant go home tonight Things could be different Things could change in a wink of an eye Or maybe im lying to keep my desire and dreams both alive Things could be better Things could be somewhat closer to home Things could be less impossible Out on a ledge while the whole world takes pictures below
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Breathe 05:09
Breathe Music & Lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright © 2011 Smallboy Songs Can you lie? Can you lie close again tonight? Fingers soft, soft and trace your dreams against my skin? Whispered flesh - sweet familiarity of your flesh - is so safe Loving hands, loving hands against my chest - theyre searching me Tonight I cut myselr wide open to you Id lay at your feet if you wanted me to The deepest place inside me has a wind rushing through and it's cold Please touch my soul Tonight, tonight, tonight my love Tonight I am open, fractured and broken Bleeding and frozen Tonight is escaping, two souls embracing Touch on the face of God and breathe And every night id cut my chest and hold it here wide open to you Id throw myself down at your feet here baby if you wanted me to The deepest place I know inside me has a mighty wind rushing through And it's cold Please touch my soul
4.
The Wavy Sea 04:11
THE WAVEY SEA Music and Lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright 1988 Smallboy Songs The waves come from the wavey sea They crash and they foam And break over me The rain comes down and soaks all my bones Into the ocean That carries me home Oh theres a ship on the horizon Oh there are fish beneath the waves Oh im drifting on the wavey sea Save my soul Im drifting on the wavey sea Save me The ship comes from the seven seas It comes through the storm And into the peace The fish swim the waves And take all my skin This sure is a wet place Ive got myself in I just cant swim me any faster I need your love to keep me warm Oh im drifting on the wavey sea Save my soul Im drifting on the wavey sea Save me Save my soul Save my ass as well Cant take it anymore As far as i can tell Oh i can see i'm going under I'm going down without a line Is that a ship i see? I wonder is it mine? Is it mine?
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IF I SHOULD FALL FROM GRACE Music and Lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright 2007 Smallboy Songs If I should fall from grace Spill my seed upon the floor Would you love me anymore? If I should fall from grace? If I should break my word Turn a vow into a lie Could you look me in the eye? If i should break my word If I should fall from grace Would the flowers cease to bloom into my face Would the ceiling fall onto me in disgrace Would you pack your bags and leave without a trace? If I should break your heart Trade our holiness for sin Crush the tenderness within Would you leave and start again? If i should break your heart If I should take a walk into the deep blue sea If I should take a walk into the deep blue sea If I should take a walk into the deep blue sea Take my swagger and my talk Till the waters covered me Would you take me to your breast Tell me everythings alright Say that love was just a test To push my soul into the light If I should fall from grace
6.
WHAT ASHES ARE TO FIRE music and lyrics by Mark Robinson copyright 2004 Smallboy Songs All the things we might have had Are mounted round my shoulders And some are good and some are bad But i still want you Not an empty word was spoke No secret bullshit waiting No subterfuge or counterstrokes Just open invitations And i am such a lucky man To taste my hearts desire But now it's gone i understand What ashes are to fire In hidden places of my soul Your tender kiss has wandered And all the emptiness and cold Was filled with fire undaunted And our two bodies make a pact And our two minds were kindred And our two spirits walked a track All through the burning tinder And i am such a lucky man To taste my hearts desire But now it's gone i understand What ashes are to fire
7.
In the Wonder of Your World music and lyrics by Mark Robinson copyright 2011 Smallboy Songs When i turned away Did i shake the house you built to it's foundation? Did i rock you to the core Till belief in love did sway And totter on the edge of self recrimination? Oh baby if i had your love inside me I'd dance in the wonder of your world In the person you have made Theres a strength of joy I challenge with my emptiness Your love is equal to the task Every moment you have prayed and your truth employed Aroused me from my bitterness Oh baby if you could only see I'd dance in the wonder of your world
8.
Feel 06:03
FEEL Music and Lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright 1992 SmallBoy Songs I wanna feel. I wanna just feel something; Head in the clouds, The pain or joy that's on your face. Rattle my cage And register next to nothing Yet I cannot spak Round the easy movements of your grace It's hard to say I want you, to say I need you Its hard to say I love you, to say i need you. I wanna touch. Whisper your heart's soft beating Hold in my hands The hungry aching of your flesh Kiss in the black; Kiss in the nightshade's keeping Surrender the virgin lands into the meeting of your legs It's hard to say I want you, to say I need you Its hard to say I love you, to say i need you. To say i need you To say I want you To say I love you All my life I have believed That Love is what my soul was needing And love is a tender reed. The gentle lift of your sweet breathing Holds me death and dumb I cannot tell you what I'm feeling now I cannot lie. Make me. It's hard to say I want you, to say I need you Its hard to say I love you, to say i need you.
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I WANT TO HOLD YOU NOW music and lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright 2007 Smallboy Songs Moonlight in my face, theres no lights in my place The keys are just rattling in my hand I cant see the hole The door squeaking open, the kitchen bulb broken Theres nothing but my smell inside and the darkness at all And furniture lays like some crouching combatants All whispering secrets in secretive accents It's cold and it's foreign but full of a warmth gone before I want to hold you now Come from behind that door Break out the streamers and confetti I want to hold you now Theres nothing that i need more Scream out surprise and then come get me It's quiet at night time, the junk of a lifetime Explodes in an ambush of sorrow and useless regret And maybe its boring just constantly drawing The dark shaky outlines of stuff others seem to forget But nothing erases the guilt of the sinner As conscience grows deeper defences grow thinner No nothing erases but somebody softens the lines Let me dream Face up in my headphones, a stillness in my bones And cobwebs above me and carpet lays under my back Im floating outside me - a ghost in the gumtrees When suddenly colour ignites like a flame in the black And waiting below me are ghost celebrations My babies, my friends and my closest relations And seeing you clapping your hands and laugh feels best of all
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PAPER FLOWERS words and music by Mark Robinson Copyright 1989 SmallBoy Songs What'd I say I really can't remember anything more Or less designed to hurt you What'd you see To make you run away from me? What'd I want to make it now or never? Wouldn't you beg a little For something that lasts forever? Anything we give each other Except for maybe love will pass away. Sweet sister she don't understand She gives me paper flowers What are we but flesh and blood? Between the grave and the cradle Sure enough I need your love And I will give you mine Just as far as I am able Yeah but have we got Besides from one another? Look at my soul You think I want a lover? What'd I say? I can't explain it any other way. Sweet sister she don't understand She gives me paper flowers I wanna walk I wanna be something I wanna walk into tomorrow with my hands deep into something Sweet sister she don't understand She gives me paper flowers
11.
WAIT FOR A TRAIN Music and Lyrics by Mark Robinson Copyright © 1990 Smallboy Songs Can you walk slow by the side of the road while the movers and shakers all speed? Can you say no while the weeds choke and grow, Can you stand there and wait round for me? While the love we believe in is far from deceiving us Still the old faithfuls are pulling past, gone far ahead When it should be us up there instead. You’re dying to break but you won't move or shake Like your promise is written in blood. Your dignity's suffered , your pride is all covered in mud And you wait for a train that may never charge through here again . And the cold and the rain makes you wonder if it's worth it when you stand on your own with your pain And the promise is all you defend. Still you wait anyway. Look at the dust we were made from; it must be that something is kicking up that. All those left behind are all wheezing and blind as they stumble their way off the track . There's a trap for the lonely that says you and only you understands everything anyone ever has said - It's squeezing me now half to death. And the headlights are streaming, their stereos screaming, They're picking us out of the dark While the dirt and the stones and the weeds and the thorns leave their mark . Sometimes they want to squeeze and squeeze and still squeeze; They wanna squeeze your life away. Sometimes I wanna let 'em. But you wait like a man who just won't understand It's easier walking alone. And you wait for a train that has promised to take us back home. And you wait for a train.

about

Over more years than i can remember there have been many people whom God in his mercy has put in my path. These people have taken care of me when i needed taking care of, spoken the truth to me even when i was intent on not listening and given me something incalculably precious - themselves - when I felt i deserved nothing. Without them I truly don't know where or if i'd be today.
This album is dedicated to these beautiful souls whose lives have touched mine as a small gesture of thanks.

Mick & Kate Luchich, Stephen Robinson, Amy Niedrich, Maria Xifara, Liam and Nicole McHenry, Tina Sciacca, Kay Robinson, Nicky Graham, Erin Fearn, Janine & Paul Robinson, Jon Robinson, Yvonne, Ali De Graf, Paul & Gavin Smith, Roy Vermont, Tim Monfries and Kim Robinson, the magnificent mother of my tiny babies.

Enormous and every single day thanks to my precious children and best friends who inspire me with the people they are; Sam, Sarah & Daisy

Special and extra thanks to Kelley Storum who taught me more about life, love and who I am than I was willing to know.

Had it not been for the obtuse workings of my head this album would have been done and dusted five years ago. I promise not to take anywhere near as long next time. AND the next one will be a bit happier, ok? Peace and Blessings to everyone :)

credits

released February 2, 2015

Produced and Arranged by Michael Luchich & Mark Robinson
Engineered by Michael Luchich
The Trent Lombardo Dancers appear courtesy of The Genius of Trent Lombardo Foundation
Recorded at Casa Del MBopo and the Sonic Temple

Musicians
Mark Robinson - guitars, harp, vocals, bass, keyboards, percussion
Nick Graham - guitars, vocals
Steve Junor - keyboards, guitar, vocals
Mick Luchich - keyboards, guitar percussion
Sarah Robinson - vocals
The Ghost of Paul Smith - drums and percussion

All Songs Copyright SmallBoy Songs 2010

For infrequent updates, thoughts and gratuitous marketting go to www.mbopo.com

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Mark Robinson Australia

I am Mark Robinson.. No.. NOT that one. I have been a singer/songwriter/guitarist since the age of 13 to now.. which is.. well.. old. I currently live in Katoomba, NSW and still write and record.
Previous bands have been The Noise Toys, Billion Park, The Inklings, Auto De Fe`, White as Red, Mice and Men and FunnyBone
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